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I came to you first

Before you shivered younger letters from the lands of

rocks and landslides

Maybe they deal with feminine values differently in Spanish peninsula

Sketching the temper with beauty, honor and laughter

Folly, happiness…gardens of nameless joys

But that all came because of you

And they wanted what you had, they saw the power within my palm

And they wanted the soft taste of it

Him too

The biggest builder

He can’t be your finger nail, the overwhelming shoreless intensity

Brought me to super fluid. Tears and sweat

I loved writing for you, just like today

You never nosed, or ringed me

Never questioned my sanity

And unfortunately you never loved me

But I think that was a perfect suit for my intentions

They loved me, that didn’t do any good

They ruined the tender formation

So divine love, and they suggest to move on

I suggest that to  them first

I moved on millions of times

I am on my own, with blushes and shame

Carry me now, I know it is not a good time

To dust the half alive germs off  your window pane

But maybe life is not simple…

Maybe I couldn’t feel the switch on time

But can you blame me for that

Maybe you got mad, maybe you felt betrayed

But I didn’t know

Or I didn’t want to know, I told you yesterday

I tried to explain, but again I didn’t have to

You had something else going on

Something major and already received with a lid

You should have said no, maybe you did

It was just a little composition, and you bet on it

You bet on me, thinking

I should know the difference

And when I came to you second time around

You ran away…profound wonder

Turning matter …except myself but everything else

After that point you changed..