Saturday, April 28, 2012

Saturday- Butterfly effect


butterfly effect

We all have a different view on life
I live for moments like these, a proof that
I can push others into chaos
The grace of life… mind versus the time cycle
And get them  involved with instant  taste of creativity
I cannot imagine people missing the true purpose of life
Canning themselves into small spaces, day by day getting lost
Well there is life in that can as well
Glad I let them see it fully..

Unfortunately switching is only about inspiration…



there is no way to get through this issue with the gang...it is over....
not even acquaintanceship, i tried.....take my cents...and have fun ....you don't do this to a friend...
so i wasnt...

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Persembe


Persembenin atesini kalkindirdi
Hic beklenmedik bir anda kendi bahtini acti
Severim dil farkliligini
Ne ediyim simdi, tesekkur mu?
 Yoksa bir meridyeni paralele baglayan bir aydinlik  mi?
Hani  hangi felsefeyle -hangi festiv komutlarda yasadigini merak ettim
Vurgun yemis bu kacinci Yemeni baglayis?

the filter is the approach, and the fine lines
that I would consider a sign of primal totem ...in piece...
thats the intel that I am looking for through construction of written word
surely the calamity gets the perfect gift out of this
the misery that outlines the misfit of perfection(or vice versa)
i never felt oriental before
i liked it....

somewhat insecure, but colorful enough for continuum...
sensing the mixture of a pair ...unfortunately...that even makes me more ....
......curious....



I cannot come back, I was dead in monstrous living
Finally I am alive in this tomb..


carsambayi yayinlamiyorum...bir yolunu bulursunuz okuyacak...

Monday, April 9, 2012







benim hatam cabalamakta oldu, klas catismasinin kurbani oldum
bin kerede soyleseler anlama kapasitemin altinda
ayni levellarda dusunmuyoruz
ucuz roman gibiler..


Tabiyatiyla karadir yasanmislikler
Boyle ard arda gelir pismanliklar
Calarsin birbirine , onlar gider Mersine
Sen gidersin tersine
dun Ardo bir sey dedi
Ilk defa bir sosyal konuda hak verdim ona
Cabalamadan birinci olmaya alismisiz biz
Nereye gitsek birinciyiz
Haliyle dislanmaktada.... ama bu defa kendi kendimize cekiliyoruz
bitti .....
elimden geleni yaptim..gozum arkada kalmayacak...


Erkanla evlenseydim ne olurdu diye dusunurum ara sira,
Malum Ramazanoglu bari en azindan sosyeteye girmis olurdum
sosyete yerine banalite..onunda kendine gore bir agirligi var
Salak kafam, nerden de patriotic olmam tuttu…?



See everything is photo shopped
Not much as it is hoped
Or dreamed
I weep 24/7
I am narcissistically into crying
And laughing
There is nothing in between…
Eh today is special
Crying suited the day…

How can you be synchronized with people ...if...
They are not even at your level emotionally..your thoughts are clinging onto
Post mortem ...theirs constantly accelerate on being alive
mostly  living like creature
out of life's sincere revengeful unfair bucket
matching the bridge of untidy soul
Whats use in that(life) if you don’t feel pain..

well there might be some use if you enjoy killing...

olmuyoru biliyormusun? o-l-m-u-y-o-r
keske bu kelime baska parcalara da bolunseydide daha iyi anltabilseydim, olmuyor
uyusmuyorum...banal geliyor...elimde degil...

Friday, April 6, 2012

yeni


Yok olmaz bu senenin kirilgan kisiligi
Ailenin yogun bagliligi , paranin gelisi
Merkezi unsurlar olmamiz
Gosterisli gosterissiz…kanimca
Bir cift akilli kafada yan gelip yatmamiz
Eh ne yaparsin, her guzelligin bir sevecen  tarafi da olur
sevgiyle baglantili sevecenlik da guzeldir, neden olmasin ki
kutuplar birlesir, yeniden baslanir
terkettim ben..rahat et, cocuksun daha
anlamazsin..verdigin aciyi..
herkesin bir noktada tattigi..
ben eglenirim, beni merak etme
4 parmagimda 4 marifet
bir seyler bulurum yapacak..